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Anticipation Anticipation could kill a person.Anticipation by ~abberz89
It manipulates your feelings.
It urges to make haste despite the fact that the hours won't pass any faster if you do.
It makes you feel light and heavy at the same time.
Anticipation defiantly feels like slow torture.
You wait.
You wonder.
You wish.
You worry.
It's like a drug for bored people- it suddenly gives your life a purpose.
Everything you do is building up to the moment.
The climax of the story.
The second everything comes together.
There is only one problem with Anticipation.
One very small problem.
A most minute problem.
The feeling after Anticipation is the feeling of having nothin
First Love I was a failure in romance.First Love by ~abberz89
Everywhere I looked there was a happy couple.
At every turn there was someone else.
Someone other than me reaping all that life had to give.
I was never lucky when it came to love.
All my friends told me
"You'll find someone"
"You're still young"
"It's not you it's them"
Then again, all my friends had significant others.
I found ways to ignore the dull ache of longing.
I tried to forget how much I wanted that feeling of love.
I kept myself busy.
I learned how not to obsess,
Obsess over my lack of romance.
And then one day he caught my eye.
A boy, a friend of a friend.
I caught him watching from afa
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